im back

wow.

so how long has it been? im a couple of months shy to 2012.
a lot of things happened, i don't know where to start!
so just a quick update..from the guy i last dated, at least on post:
went to gym after that and well, got a few turns here and there,
career was great.
fell in love.
had chaos cuz of that.
got a new car.
had my house constructed.
had new friends.
a few left.
now, im... well...good. i guess.
single.
stayin home a lot.
and generally fine.
Learned a lot the past year,
made a  lot of big decisions.
one of which was to stop being somebody's go to.
Sick of being used, abused, pulled down and generally just
had to move on from people who are weighing me down.
I adore silence, and my own little 'me' space.
I still believe in love.
Basically the same, except, i know how to say 'NO'
Gone are the days of being dragged at some place i don't like
doing things i don't enjoy.
Im happy..despite of it all.
It's just a matter of time, before my world becomes all noisy again...
So i would love to take time to treasure the silence. :)