Dear god, i hope it's as simple as clicking "Undo"... but do i really want that? I am scared to death that i am putting myself in deep shit. My life is just starting to come around, am i bound to shake the stability again? He said "it's just fascination!" and i love that word "fascination", and it might be symptoms of my self destructive nature or here i am over-analyzing things again.Too scared to enjoy happiness, because i know it would end... oh crap! I told you i think too much... I am difficult... I am... old. I... need... a hug.
Maybe i am not hard to like... to love even... but i am scared. I fear of pain. Oh i am in trouble... i spoke... touch move... dead.
I am
- clinicallybolera
- no one was harmed in making any of these articles. (at least i try not to) and if i did, i didn't mean it.
