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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

let me do this...

Seeing you walk out on me feels like someone kicked me in the gut.
You, keeping too much of yourself kills me.
Me, walking away and you, not even trying to stop me makes me sick.
I hate it that you look at me straight-faced, with no trace of pain.
Damn, you are cold.
You lost me and still nothing.
You lie like its the truth.
You make promises like a thief.
You act like you don't care.
You ignore me.
You've placed your hands on that stupid game more than you would hold me.
You didn't invite me to your birthday celebration.
You didn't get me anything on christmas.
You're not looking forward to spend valentine's day with me.
You are stubborn.
You don't make plans.
You don't ask me out.
and you still drive me nuts.

Now it's making me insane...that it hurts me bad.
fu(k it..now i'm really sad.

Monday, January 26, 2009

and now

10...9....
just as i expected

8...7....
no plans to set things straight

6...
nothing

5...
i can't... barely hanging...

4...
tic...toc...tic...

3...
just a few long breathes more...

2...
losing you...

1...
you lost me