and now

10...9....
just as i expected

8...7....
no plans to set things straight

6...
nothing

5...
i can't... barely hanging...

4...
tic...toc...tic...

3...
just a few long breathes more...

2...
losing you...

1...
you lost me

Daria

Watch Daria episodes =)


Depth Takes a Holiday 1
Depth Takes a Holiday 2
Depth Takes a Holiday 3
Dance Party 1

Dance Party 2
The Lost Girls 1
The Lost Girls 2
The Lost Girls 3
It happened one nut 1
It happened one nut2
Joyeous Families1
Joyeous Families2
Jake of Hearts 1
Jake of Hearts 2
Speedtrapped 1
Speedtrapped 2
Speedtrapped 3
The Lawndale File 1
The Lawndale File 2
The Lawndale File 3

Is this?

You asked for the sun... and light comes in
Strange how you've been in the dark for so long
You forgot how heat felt like...
Was it like how you wanted it?
Or the anticipation ruined it for you?
Is it the wait?
Is it fear?
The sudden change?
But it is good...
And if it is...
Then why does it feel strange?

Checkmate

Dear god, i hope it's as simple as clicking "Undo"... but do i really want that? I am scared to death that i am putting myself in deep shit. My life is just starting to come around, am i bound to shake the stability again? He said "it's just fascination!" and i love that word "fascination", and it might be symptoms of my self destructive nature or here i am over-analyzing things again.Too scared to enjoy happiness, because i know it would end... oh crap! I told you i think too much... I am difficult... I am... old. I... need... a hug.

Maybe i am not hard to like... to love even... but i am scared. I fear of pain. Oh i am in trouble... i spoke... touch move... dead.