I Prevail!

I'm doing this because during the past days, things that i have fought for have come to be recognized. I almost, totally lost a friend due to the influence of the people she thought was treating her right. It has been a year or a bit more since i last wrote about this, and i am claiming my dignity that was intentionally wrecked by people who were trying to use my behavior to cast a shadow on their rather immoral deeds.

I am talking about the day i got soooo drunk... and the people around me getting "culture shocked" throwing words at me, while one of my then so called "friends" sneak around with some "rural" guy. Unaware of these, i was the center of attention on the provincial event. As any Manila dweller should know, no one is to take anything seriously whenever there is alcohol involved. So my free-spirited self enjoyed and mingled with the natives, being aware enough to hide my usually "bastos" self. I know for a fact that no green joke was launched that night. I was comic, yes! And i did passed out. But i did not sneaked out to flirt around and eventually answered a booty call!

It is just sad that things had to happen the way they did. I had to draw the line with what i think was unfair and unjust at all extents and being ganged upon. There were sure a lot who took a ride with my suffering. Surely, we must all be wise on whoever we are gonna call our "friends". They may smile with you right now, and be the first to point the finger, but be careful as she points someone, her other hand is creeping on your boyfriend's butt.

For the very few people who stood by my side... thank you. I cannot promise i will not get crazy. But i promise to never touch your guy.