going up didn't look much scary before...
it still ain't now.
there's just too much to fear... because there is much to lose.
i can't say there is regret, after all, i reap what i sow.
i just didn't expect it to be this hollow.
everything you hear sounds a slight buttering
and there is always a fear you have to repay all the kindness.
when it's easy to dismiss you because you are nothing,
it's much easier to be dismissed because people think you have a lot.
this is a ruthless chain of slavery i tell you, it's not easy to follow this
rotten dictated path.
it's not easy to afford happiness...